I wrote this to someone nearly 7 months ago, but never sent it. I should have.
I have time and time again extended myself to you. I have offered my love, friendship, support in every way I can given the circumstances. You have fought me at every turn. Despite this, I continue to let you know that I am here when/if you should need me.
I do not know what to do at this point. You seem completely unwilling to accept kindness and love from someone who is asking nothing of you in return. In fact, you seem offended by it and determined to push it away, as you have nearly everything else.
I am beginning to think that you choose to live in a state of pain because it is what is familiar to you. Time and time again you make choices that lead you down that path. I can understand this, but I cannot participate in it.
Extending myself any further to you would be to my emotional detriment. I have offered and given all that I am capable of without losing myself in the process.
This cannot continue. For the time being I am letting this go. If you want to fight, you are going to have to find someone else as your sparring partner.
When you are ready, I will be here.