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Things I Wish I Had Said
To L. From A Long Time Ago... 
25th-Oct-2005 06:14 pm
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L. -

I don't know what to say other than I'm sorry. I didn't realize until long after the fact what your feelings were. I didn't mean to break your heart. Honestly, it was only an issue of timing. I did feel that way about you, I always felt that way. If I had been paying attention to all the little things you were doing for me - inviting me over for so many dinners, asking me out to coffee (even though you hate coffee), the "cheer up" cards... I'm sorry, I wasn't paying attention. It took me awhile to figure things out, but I figured them out far too late. I really missed out and I'm sorry I hurt you. I wish I had realized earlier. If it means anything, you are one of the sweetest people I've ever met and I would have been proud to have been your man (as any man should be). Good luck, sweetie... you deserve all the happiness that life can give you.
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26th-Oct-2005 01:48 am (UTC) - Another Lesson Learned
After posting this, I made an attempt to call L. and apologize figuring if you're going to talk the talk you should walk the walk. Needless to say, it went badly. I think I got about eight or ten words in before she hung up.

*sigh*

I tried.

Maybe best to keep these thoughts here rather than try to act upon them. I don't think either of us feel any better after that episode.
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28th-Oct-2005 07:48 pm (UTC) - Re: Another Lesson Learned
True, all true... I'm kinda fucked up that way, I want people to feel better... I've dealt with this and the phone call as much as I am able at this point.
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